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She's Gonna Break Soon </3

Ok, so I kinda lied in my last post, I'm updating and still nothing interesting happened. But I'm bored so screw you guys <3

It ain't easy being this Gansta'

[ I'm so white *tear* ]

anyways, going to go and make my xanga and myspace all purrty <3

Later Kidds ( & Toya)
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    Daphne Loves Derby - Tennis Court Soundtrack
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Suck It!

Today sucked major cock. I got bitched out by my mom just as I was leaving, got yelled at for talking, found out I'm failing two of my classes, and was just over-all depressed. Which is even more sad because I'm on anti-depressents. Although I did concentrate more, and got a lot of my work done, and I passed my chem test which was a major relief, it's starting to become really easy now that I'm getting it. But my French exams are next week, and I'm kinda worried about them, I mean I love french but I get too distracted in that class. :-( Lunch was ok, Brian kept bugging me about going out with Sanchez, trés ennuyant.

Anyways, my life is boring, promise to update more when something actually worth writing about happens. Or when the feelings in my fingers come back... being playing guitar non-stop for two days in a row... if I play anymore they'll bleed.

Later Kidds,
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    Fear Before The March Of Flames//On The Bright Side....
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Up Aagainst The Wall.

Friday was fun in school, but I was really tired so I wasn't that hyper. I "slept" in fifth, and Joey played to me, to help me. Aww he's so sweet <3 Then after school I spent the night at Lizzie's, like i do pretty much every Friday since she's come back. We watched What A Girl Wants but we fell asleep, hahaha. Then woke up around 8-ish, and we just chilled, it was great. We talked to Bobby for ever on the phone, that kidd is kickass. Then when we woke up around 12 I cut her hair, all emo like. I so rock. And she dyed mine, I love it, but she's going to have to re-do it next week to make it perfect. It's jet black on top and red underneath. But yeah it snowed again. I love when it snows. I built snowmen they are so kickass.

oH ahahaha... I've been talking to this kid in Cali named Tony, he is so sweet, and so...perfect. Damn our distance :-(

If only you were here
Things would be more magical

If i were there
Right now would be more radical

Youre so not near
Im wishing i could place a call

And feel closer to you

The miles of air and road and land
That separate me from all my plans

Call N' Return - Hellogoodbye

Later Kidds,
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    She's Gonna Break Soon // Less Than Jake
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I'm so Pimp

It snowed today! I love when it snows :-)

Dear Diary,
     I have a crush. Prepare to shatter.


Joe-HOE-ey playing to me
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    Josie & The Pussy Cats // Three Small Words
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Today was long and boring. We went up to Montgomery County so dad could get fitted for his tux, then we went to my g-ma's and I watched Chasing Liberty with Mandy Moore.. it was good. But then I was in one of my I will never find love kind of moods. Then we came home joy?

Anywho random pic of the week:





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    The Lyndsay Diaries//Mixtapes & Memories
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You know what I'm fucking sick trying to be nice to people... and when people stab me in the fucking back for no fucking reason hurts like a bitch. Even more so when they are your so-called friends. TO HELL WITH ALL YOU LITTLE PUSSIES!

Another thing... Michelle totally blocked me for no goddamn reason... well of course she has a reason but I don't know what it is. I'm not going to even try and be friends with her anymore... becuase I always end up doing something that pisses her off and half the time I don't even know about it until a week later. Who the fuck needs that? I don't that's for sure.

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    Slipknot // Surfacing
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I want to find someone but I'm afraid that I'll fail so I don't do shit about it.

This blows.
</3 WhiT

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    American Hi-Fi // Geeks Get The Girls
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You make me wanna LA LA

To lazy to write, this weekend was fun, and dramatic.




Sorry for that random emo out-burst... but yeah gotta go and do my french essay. Night Kidds </3



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    The Cure// Just Like Heaven
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[x] The shoes you wore today: my black chucks.
[x] Your eyes: brown
[x] Your fears: dieing, losing everything i've ever known (again), my parents & friends dieing.
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on AIM: lmfao
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: just ten more minutes!
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes
[x] Your best physical feature: my lips
[x] Your bedtime: uhm depends, like 11:30-ish
[x] Your most missed memory: ireland

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or Coke: coke
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: boigerrr king
[x] Single or group dates: single
[x] Adidas or Nike: uhm..nike.
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Curse:try not to.
[x] Take a shower everyday: yes  
[x] Have any crushes?: eh... there are a few guys who are ok-ish  
[x] Who are they: uhm, mike, jon, eric, and rob.
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: pssh. no.
[x] Want to go to college: mos def
[x] Like high school: yeah, minus the boring parts.
[x] Want to get married: maybe someday.
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes
[x] Believe in yourself: i try to.
[x] Get motion sickness: sometimes
[x] Think you're a health freak: yes, minus the health
[x] Get along with your parents: most of the time
[x] Like thunderstorms: yes

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Gone to the mall: yes.
[x] Eaten sushi: no
[x] Been on stage: no
[x] Been dumped: no
[x] Gone skating: yes
[x] Made homemade cookies: no
[x] Dyed your hair: no
[x] Stolen anything: nope

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: yes many times
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: yes
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yes
[x] Cried during a Movie?: a few times  
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yeah hahah
[x] Had an imaginary friend: actually no, but lets go with yeah because it sounds cooler.
[x] Cut your hair: si
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: yes, mr. dryer, sickening now that i think about it.
[x] Been caught "doing something": yeah.
[x] Been called a tease: oui oui
[x] Gotten beaten up?: yeah my cousins use to beat me up, fuckers.
[x] Been in a fight: yesh
[x] Shoplifted: yeah but just candy when i was younger.

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: 28
[x] Number of Children: 1-3
[x] Describe your Dream Wedding: under the stars on a beach.
[x] How do you want to die?: awake at the age of 95, having sex with a really hot 24 year old. It's the only way to go!
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?:
not sure, something to do with music thats for def... i def want my own record label that would be sa-weet.
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Australia, Italy and France.

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: blue.
[x] Best hair color: black
[x] Short or long hair: i like shaggy hair so longish
[x] Best height: taller than me
[x] Best weight: i like them skinny
[x] Best first date location: beach at night
[x] Best first kiss location: anywhere outside, under the stars or in the rain.

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of Boyfriends/Girlfriends: uhm.. 1 serious one and like 26 non-serious ones.
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 4
[x] Number of CDs that I own: crap.. idk lets go with a lot.
[x] Number of piercings: 5
[x] Number of tattoos: 0
[x] Number of scars on my body: a lot...
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: nothing, becuase at the time i wanted to do it.

[x] Shampoo: herbal & dove
[x] Fav Color(s): pink, purple,blue,black,green
[x] Day/Night: night
[x] Summer/Winter: summa
[x] Lace or Satin: satin
[x] Fave Cartoon: simpsons, family guy and south park.
[x] Fave Food: chicken kiev
[x] Fave Movie: nightmare before christmas, cruel intentions, donnie darko, ferris beullers day off, alice in wonderland.
[x] Fave sport: soccer, and rugby.

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Right Now Wearing: jeans, nightmare before x-mas tee, nightmare before x-mas socks, and chucks.
[x] Drinking: coke
[x] Thinking about: what is happening tonight and if i have a ride home.
[x] Listening to: Bjork

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: no
[x] Worn jeans: yeah
[x] Met someone new online: yes
[x] Done laundry: yes
[x] Drove a car: nope

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself:
i try to
[x] Your friends: yes
[x] Santa Claus: no
[x] Tooth Fairy: no
[x] Destiny/Fate: most def
[x] Angels: no
[x] Ghosts: yes
[x] UFO's: no
[x] God: no

------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?:
not really
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no
[x] Do you like anyone?: eh..
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Mary, Michelle, Lizzie, and Dan.
[x] Are you close to any family member?: yeah all of them except for the ones on my dads side.
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: knowing that life is perfect
[x] Worst Feeling?: depression